in life, you can't please everyone despite everything you do.. even after the things you do, some people might just pick on you, even if it is something minor which you didn't expect.. i realised that only recently and from then on, i keep telling myself to just forget it and move on.. some people are just hard to please and if they can't have it their way, they'll get angry.. so you see what i mean? then, they won't bother to talk to you anymore and treat you as if you don't exist at all in this world.. now now.. i'm not pointing fingers at anyone..

a wacky 14-year-old ding-dong who is always doing something crazy.. people say i'm insane but do i even look like i care.. i'll just give you those i-don't-give-a-shit face if you say that to me..
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met up with nashrul three hours ago. and argued with alfian. and got another lecture from zulaikha. and the list goes on. yeah.. don't know what to say anymore.

i met up with nashrul at the void deck. we talked. he said he wants us, me and him, to be like what we used to be. he was practically sweet-talking me and i almost buy it. i'm really a soft-hearted person and i cannot stand it if people beg me cause i'll relent easily. that's the real me. haiz.

i had cip today. it's really boring and tiring and sickening. just which idiot organised this thing, i wonder. picking up other peoples' litter and waste isn't my job. i'm still a student. remember that. my role at this moment is to study only and nothing else. everything else can wait. get it?

i also had madrasah today. as usual, it's boring and yeah, i'm so jealous of hafizah, the blur queen, who didn't come for madrasah as she had something on today.. haiz.. so i was stuck in that room for goodness know how long, hmm.. oh yeah, i remember now.. haha! so i was stuck there for 3 and a half hour.. lol.. i keep dozing off during the lesson.. haha!

and also, at around 7.13pm today, i got a call from nashrul, friend of my ex, alfian.. remember him? yup, i'm still friends with him.. i don't see any point in being enemies with your ex just because you've broken up with that person.. he might have done something which breaks your heart truly but still, we're all humans after all, right? and humans make mistake. so that's what it is.

nashrul smsed me and asked how was i.. how's life.. and stuff.. at first, i wasn't really bothered by his sms but it was really disturbing to have your handphone ringing every now and then just because you didn't want to pick it up. so at last, i replied his smses. yeah..

and it's 11.56pm now. four more bloody minutes to midnight. and i'm going to sleep now. ciao.

school ended at 12pm today and i had to rush off to jp for awhile to get azrin's birthday present.. :D see how nice i am.. hehe.. i just bought him a pencil case.. but still, it's the thought that counts, right? then after that, i came back to school and had cca. damn tiring. ran 6km and still had to do striding. darn vilau. i had muscle ache all over my body. and there's still that lame cip tomorrow. cleaning up of the reservoir.. yeah, i'll do it, only if you pay me a million dollars..

happy 14th birthday azrin!! and i promise you that you'll receive your birthday present soon. i promise.

i'm really so sorry regarding yesterday's post. i know i was just being emotional. i'm sorry.. so i had a wacky day today.. all because of amy and zulaikha. haiz.. they know very well that my handphone is my life and i will definitely die if anyone takes away my handphone so that's what they did.. yeah..

we went to jp and and walked around aimlessly and then, i'm not sure how they got the idea, they decided that they're going to bully me longer. i don't mind that fact. but the worst thing is that, i have to keep quiet for ten minutes first before they would return me back my handphone. one minute is okay, but to keep quiet for ten minutes.. woahh! i really suffer at that point of time.. i swear..

at first, i almost lost to their challenge cause i started laughing after two minutes.. but luckily, such good friends they are, they gave me another chance. yay! and obviously, i managed to get back my handphone in the end.. hahaha! it was really crazy i'd say.. one of the important historical events which happened..

my mind is in a total blank now. seriously. i'm really so confused over what has happened. i thought about it again but yet, i still could not come to any conclusion yet. on the outside, everyone sees me as a happy-go-lucky girl.. but do you ever wonder how i actually feel? do you?

obviously you don't. and i do know that. that is why i see no point in telling you why because no matter what i say, you won't believe me. i know. and just leave me alone. i'm sorry. i don't mean to say that.

i thought i love you. initially, i thought i do. but now, i'm starting to think that it wasn't the case. everything was so beautiful when we just started but alas, it ended so ugly that i don't think i could describe it to anyone.

yeah.. i used to love you but you treated me this way like i don't hold any special meaning in your heart at all. it really disappoint me, i really have to admit that. for one whole month, i waited for your reply, no matter what it is, but again, all i got was just another disappointment.

forever the love of my life..

manage to spot kassreeal? cute isn't he?